Potty Training

It's time to potty train Worthy. She knows what the whole procedure is and yesterday when she made a mess in her diaper, she proceeded to take it off, throw it in the diaper pail, and try for another round on her little potty. In the meantime, there was a mess everywhere. I.just.can't.do.it. right now. Every time I start, it just sends me over the edge with stress. She doesn't sit still, she constantly checks to see if there is anything there, and in order to get candy, will squeeze out what little she has when her little candy is eaten (about every 2 minutes for around 3-4 times or until I run screaming out of the room because I don't have time to run back and forth cleaning up the mess). So, she may be ready, but I am not. I am crying out to God for this. I need help. If there was someone to pay, I would do it at this point because right now, I'm just barely surviving it seems. I'm overwhelmed. It's been a very difficult year and I'm tired. I'm just really tired.